You say we would be together forever,

You say our love is forever,

What happened?

Look at where we are now.

We are fighting with each other.

You’re doing drugs and all that,

While I’m an alcoholic.

Where did we go wrong?

Why can’t we just turn back time,

And start again.

I still love you,

And I know you still love me too.

So why don’t we just put the past behind us,

And start anew.

Now when you say you love me,

And say we are forever,

I hope it stays like that.

When you say our love is foreve,

I hope that it’s true.

I am the color green,

Green as the grass on a warm sunny day.

I am a circle,

Circling my life as it grows.

I am a dance,

Dancing around the dance floor.

I am a scream,

Screaming as loud as my lungs would let me.

I am a dog,

Digging into the soft warm ground looking for a bone.

I am the song My Heart,

My heart beats only for you.

I am the number 24,

24 people that I still know and love.

I am a mustang,

Zooming right past the sunset on the beach.

I am a bed,

Warm as a blanket of sand from the beach.

I am chocolate,

Nice and rich but yet still fierce.

I am voice,

Singing from the highest part of a stage.

I am Oaxaca, Mexico

From where half my relatives live.

I am a rose,

Passionate but yet says the least.

I am a maple,

Grows more beautiful everyday.

I am afraid of spiders,

Spiders hanging from webs.

I am the word nothing,

Nothing can be something,

But at the same time mean nothing.

You make me laugh and cry,

You make me happy and sad,

But then again,

You make me love you.

I make you cry and laugh,

I make you sad and happy,

But then again,

I make you love me.

Just because you are you,

And I am me.

We fall for each other,

Because we are being ourselves.

I hold you dearly to my heart.

My hearts beats only for you.

You have the key,

And you never break it.

You say that you love me,

But how can this be?

I see you hold hands with another girl.

So I cut my wrists,

Watch the blood,

Fill with hate.

Take a gun,

To the girl.

Shot her in the head,

Now she’s dead.

Death is all around you.

You cannot escape it.

It is your fate that you choose.

It is destiny.

Sometimes we think,

That death is fun.

But it’s not.

Death is a very powerful thing.

Because of death,

You lose someone or something that is special to you.

Death is not something you should joke about.

Death is real.

It’s in your everyday life.

Death waits, and waits,

Until it’s ready to strike,

Strike like a king cobra with it’s prey.

Death takes its toll in life.

You cannot stop death from happening.

You must be the person that I have been looking for.

You’re love is like no other love that I have ever had in my whole life.

You’re a lot like me, but then again, you’re different.

I love how you hold me at night, and in the day.

I love it when you say you love me because I know that it’s true.

I know that you will never leave me for anyone else.

You always tell you’re friends that I am your girl and that no one else can have me, without a fight.

You must be the person that I love.

You must be the person that I hate.

You left me when I needed you the most.

You tried to come back to me,

But I said no.

You threaten me,

But I just turn and walk away.

You grab me by the throat,

And you start to choke me.

You let go and tell me you’re sorry for ever hurting me.

You make me scared of you when you hurt me.

You must be the person that I hate.

You must be my best best friend,

A person who I can always trust.

You are the one who will stand by my side through thick and thin.

You’re the one who will cheer me up when I am depressed.

If I cry,

You cry.

If I get hurt,

You feel the pain that I do.

You must be the best friend that I have ever had.

You must be the person that I never heard of.

I don’t know who your name, or your face.

I can’t remember you,

Even if I try really hard to remember.

I just can’t seem to get you in my head.

You must be the person I don’t know.

My family calls me names,

They think it’s a game,

To watch me hide in shame.

I try to flee,

Flee from life.

I want to run,

Run far away.

To a place where I can stay.

To stay and hide.

So who is on my side?

I want to be clean,

You know what I mean?

I don’t want no more drugs,

So put down your guns.

Im giving it all up,

Ok, now what?

Im done with all the fighting,

Im done with all the drama.

We may fight,

But we fight for our right.

So let’s join hands,

And take a stand.

Don’t need no weapons,

Don’t need no guns.

All I have to say is,

I love you hun.

We have a lot of love,

We got a lot of hate.

But in the end,

We’re each others soul mate.

We have dreams,

We got nightmares.

But all you do is,

Give me a glare.

I know that stare.

I can see it in you eyes.

I don’t give in,

Cause that’s all you want.

You always win,

But not this time.

Because all you say,

Is only lies.

My baby, Oh baby,

Why did you leave?

You were only four weeks long.

You were so small,

And innocent too.

I just can’t believe,

That I lost you.

I cry,

An I try,

To hold in the pain,

But now that you’re gone,

I’m going insane.

The doctors told me,

I have to deliver you.

I just can’t believe,

All of this is true.

I found out what you were.

You were a little baby boy.

Oh how cute you were.

Now that you’re dead.

You’re always in my head.

                                 *Dedicated to my friend, Trianna’s brother. May you rest in piece.*